it's been a year...

jennings reminded me of something today.

it's exactly a year since i took over as Guitar 3 Section Leader and became part of the 10 people strong EXCO. not that i'm stepping down yet, but it still officially marks 1 year of term i guess(:

over the past one year, many things happened, more than what i can remember. there were good, happy, enjoyable times, and there were also upsetting, stressful moments. but one can't have the best of both worlds, can he? so i won't remove those bad times from my memory, 'cos they will make me cherish those wonderful memories even more.

whether or not i had fulfilled my duties as an SL, i guess it is not for me to say. but, i really hope i did, although i am already disappointed in myself for just not putting in more effort to go the extra mile, as well as not carrying out a few promises which i made. oh wells =/ just hope that i had made a difference in the lives of my fellow members, as well as my other fellow guitarists.

and i must admit, guitar as cca by itself would not have been made possible without the passion and dedication of the guitarists. in fact, they are the ones that make me look forward to guitar practices, especially after a boring day of lessons. i would definitely miss them so much after seniors' farewell :(

now that 1 year has passed, i would say, now, that i do not regret applying and then stepping up as an SL. in fact, it enriches my guitar journey by 101% i'm sure. although sometimes, i tend to reflect over whether i had made the right choice, whether all that i'm doing is worth it, whether the sacrifices were worth it, but i kept reassuring myself that what i'm doing is right. and i'm glad i did; otherwise, i may just as well give up.

come to think of it, i think at least half of my jc life revolves around guitar. it's just amazing i guess(: guitar is life! haha

i love guitar((: really!

jiayou for esplanade concert!





today started off okay, then gradually my mood sank and sank (because of you!), butttt, it got lifted up (because of you again!), so i'm (= again.

somehow, i dunno how, u just made my day. (:

anw, feel so useless when i can't help u with your troubles, but don't worry too much yea? and seeing u so tired i xin tong :( must rest more! =)

(although u won't be reading this)