haha fine i shall update!

2 weeks into term 3 alr =/ so freaking fast! tsktsk

it's youth day today! or rather youth day holiday off in-lieu. haha and guess wat? the COOL guitarists spent it in NJ! HAHA so much for it being a holiday for us. but it's okay, since it's for the upcoming concert, and hanging out with guitarists is always fun(: no better way to spend my last youth day hol as well! =D

can't really remember what happened in the past 2 weeks. hmm. highlight would be the getting back of common tests results? haha, fared relatively ok la, so i should be happy(: then, had lesson after lesson, day after day, a routine that keeps repeating -.- sian. i needa study! not mug btw. haha, i find myself beginning to dislike the word 'mug', which has more and more negative connotations. lol random.

anw, can't believe guitar concert is just this friday! O.O in just a mere 4 days time! omg! intensive practices this week! haha, will be going home super late on tues and wed, and i kinda look forward to it, haha weird me. really wish to savour every moment that is left of my time in the ensemble, cos i'm sure i will miss is soo soo much when i step down :( so must really cherish the time that's left.

anw, there was this one period (sometime last week) when i really felt that i failed in my role as an SL; the thought just sort of sinked into me at that moment, and i can't help but feel that i have let my members down :( it made me think whether i have really tried, whether i have put in my fullest effort coaching my members. and i guess i tried, but just not enough. can't believe i took 1 full year to realise this; when it's all already too late. but still, i'll continue to fulfill my duty as an SL as my term draws to an end, and not leave anymore regrets. i'm also grateful to my wonderful section 3 members for their encouragement and affirmation they gave me(: it makes all the difference, really. ty so much(:

was feeling kinda uptight today during sectionals, haha. was quite worried for guitar 3 as the ip2s just returned from obs, so i guess i came down a little to harsh on you all =/ ahh sorry! especially to wanghan, haha, for being so unsympathetic. i kept like saying 'why cannot play', ' i thought you said you would practice', until he gave a strong reply of 'can't you see that i'm trying!' wah, shocked me. upset me a little too. after that, i realised i was partly in the wrong, afterall he's already trying so hard, yet here i am rubbing salt into wound, and not even a word of encouragement. wat an SL man -.-nvm, at least i realised my mistake, and hope not to repeat in again. sorry again, guitar 3!

oh, congrats to exam group for achieving DISTINCTION!!! njguit rocks!

and as mentioned, guitar concert is this friday!!!!!! String Theory - Love Picaresque!!! hope it will be a SUCCESS. or rather, it WILL be a SUCCESS, yea it WILL. just give our all, and whatever it is, we'll have no regrets(:

ahh.. excited =D
But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a guy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find