tiredd...

just changed to the new google account. the features are quite cool i must say, haha. anyway, just had this sudden motivation to do all this stuff, as in change my blog and stuff. decided to abandon my previous blog because i have no reason why either. lol. hopefully i will have the time to update and maintain this blog and not let it rot away again. haha. it always happen to my previous blog and i always end up forgetting the most basic things - my username! omg la! that's how OFTEN i update my blog man. haha.

feeling pretty sian nowadays... no idea why :( it's like there's something lacking in my life, and i just can't find what's missing... if this goes on, i am pretty sure i am gonna need a psychiatrist soon man! omg! i think i'm being much too paranoid once again... haha. but i hope that this sianess will go away soon, if not i think i will die man.

jc life so far has been pretty much slack. but after the holidays, the pace is going to be much more hectic i guess, as forewarned by many of our teachers. maybe the busy life hectic will leave me with no more time to think and think about my empty life, and yea, just numb myself. will it? i guess i will get the answer in a week's time.

as mentioned, school hols are here again. lol. mon, wed, fri have guitar practice from 9 to 1. something to look forward to no doubt. but then, haiz, made a wrong mistake which probably irritated/upset some people. sorry! haha, should seriously never try that again. once bitten, twice shy! and guit bbq on thurs, no idea if i should go. see first bah.

blogging is fun, yet boring. paradoxical eh? haha



sometimes it's a facade that i put on...