rushed...
heard something from my junior(evelyn) today. she said that if you walk during mass run (in crescent) you will get a demerit + 20 push-ups! omg la! i never fail to walk during mass run when i was still in crescent. if this 'rule' was implemented a year earlier, i foresee that i will end up doing detention. haha.
went school for guitar practice today. practice until left fingertips are hurting and my right fingernail got chipped! haha, all in all had an enjoyable time during practice, excluding finger pain though. looking forward to next practice!
was almost late today, or rather i think i was 5 minutes late. lol. was like looking at my watch every minute or so in the bus, fearing that i would be late. in fact, i clearly thought i would be late, as i kept on noticing how jammed it was in front and how many red lights there were. thus, my whole journey was spent worrying. however, what's unusual is that i took about the same time to reach school as compared to other days, about 40 min. yet on other normal days, the thought of being late never struck me. partly because i usually end up asleep in the bus on school days where school starts at 7.40. this reminds me of what my chinese teacher once said. he said that when you are in a rush for time, the bus would seem to move very slowly, even though it may be travelling at normal speed. yet on the other hand, if you are not rushing for time, the bus would be moving at its usual speed. this sort of struck me. 'cos i never once thought of it that way. so in the bus, i was thinking to myself why was i worrying so much, when at the end i would still reach on time? why was i feeling all anxious and uneasy? hmm, i tried to take my mind off how fast the bus was travelling and just enjoy the scenery or watch tv mobile or sleep, but i failed. why is it that we can't stop ourselves from feeling rushed? i guess it's because we all have datelines to meet.
relating back to reality, it's all the same. everyday, we rush through life, for fear of lack of time. in fact, time is never enough. but why can't we just put the time factor out of our minds and just enjoy what we are doing? why must we always be binded by the time constraints put to us? if there wasn't the time factor, would the outcomes be the same as before, or would it be different? if it is the same, why must we rush through it and miss out the enjoyment of it all?
will these questions ever be answered?
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