happy valentine's day! =)

just another ordinary day of singlehood. ahahahaha.

well, wishing all my besties a happy valentine's day! luv u all always! (:

and OHH, i am NOT talking to nigo and kz alr. can't believed they bluffed me. so much for regarding them as great friends. haha tsk.


anw, work this week was okay; find time to be passing very fast! lol. hmm, as there is nothing much to do in the office, my job scope has changed again! and i was only just getting used to my office job, lol! i am still in the kindergarten departemnt, just that now, i can get into direct contact with the kindy kids! i am sort of required to cover classes for teachers who are absent (the priority), if not i am actually supposed to monitor a problem kid.

hmm, problem kid sounds wrong; just a boy with some developmental problem i guess. after being with him for 2 days, and listening to the teachers' comments about him, he really do seem do have some problem/s la. have to wait for the school to allocate a shadow teacher to him to really know what is wrong. but till then, i am 'attached' to him, and hopefully i can try to understand him more, and find out that he's fine afterall. yeah :)

actually, i can't believe that i am working with kids now! i loveee kids very much! haha. but i am seeing them in a new light now, though. they can get very naughty, and i had to shout at them at times. lol! nvm, kids are kids, their cuteness far compensates for anything. haha.

on a side note, my best meal this week was sakae sushi with work pals for dinner, friday night. it was soo impromptu. haha. and we bought roses to give to each other in celebration of valentine's day. how silly of us x)


i dunno why am i still avoiding you, even afraid of starting an msn convo with you. i have truely gotten over it, but i could only do it at the expense of our friendship, i realised. and i guess, there's nothing i can do to salvage this friendship now. it's too late, i faltered, u faltered. time has only made the barrier even thicker, even more impenetrable; awkardness and oblivion is all that's left.

sorry, for letting our friendship fade.
sorry, for all the heartfelt words that i penned down then, that may seem fake to you now.
sorry, for my utter lack of courage.

forgive me.

and i am hurting, because i know i have gave up and thus lost i a truely good friend.