5 more weeks! =/

haven't been updating lately. too lazy :P anw, got back all prelim results, except for econs case study. super slow la. lol. results are okay i guess, better than expected at least. buttt, can't get complacent of cos. now for the real thing, that's coming up in slightly more than 5 weeks time. or to be more exact, it's in 37 days times O.O wth, which means, no time already. lol. considering the amount of work we are given, and are expected to complete, in aid for our preparation for the big thing. that said, i shouldn't be complaining eh. haha nvm. i am crapping, as always.

lots of stuff to do, more to come i'm sure. argh. even a to-do list will not suffice. lol. and i always spend five minutes trying to decide what to do, which should be given higher priority and stuff. and what am i talking about? homework, practice papers, revision worksheets, for goodness sake. which means now they take up the priorities in my life >< sian

will be spending 2 more weeks in sch, before we go on study leave. working on restructured timetable again, so it's just sch for 3 days, and lib for another 3 days at times. sian, really. lol.

ok, enough of my mundane and boring life. =P

anw, upcoming next two days would be the long-anticipated F1 formula night race. heh, just watched a little of it on tv; practice drives round the tracks. hmm, doesn't seem that exciting actually. lol. maybe it's because the cars (are they called cars? lol) are driven singly, hence can't catch much action. maybe the next two days one would be more exciting! haha.

erm, just finished a book earlier this week. it's The Choice by Nicholas Sparks, one of my favourite authors :) it's a beautiful, sweet and moving novel, though it gets a little draggy at times. and i realised something. it is better if you read the words aloud in your mind, trying to picture the scene, the actions ,the conversation. this will inject life into the story and the words will strike you more strongly, which can then evoke more emotions and feelings from you. lol, that's what i feel at least :)

jiayou people!

认清了真心话, 你就放得下

i dunno =/

kz told me something today, about you.

quite shocked actually.

could this be the reason for your actions...

or would it not have made any difference anyway...

maybe yes, maybe no.

i won't know, would i?



hmm, he said i changed you. did i really?
but it couldn't be...
i dunno...
why so complicated? :(



argh. soo much for not thinking too much ><




but it's a fine divide, soo soo fine.

this is not good

i did something stupid today. at least i think did. sigh.

what's with me anyway. crap.

ended feeling horrible at home, when i could have spent time better outside. argh, and finding excuses to substantiate my stupid decision didn't help either ><

i guess i was afraid. afraid of falling into your trap, over again.

if it was some other person, i'm not sure if i would have done the same. perhaps not, cos' you are not just any other person.

i thought i have gotten over it, somehow. but i guess apparently not.

i conclude that i always think too much, always.

i know you just wanted to go out. i was free, and you knew it. which makes things worse.

i wanted to go actually, but i just can't. somehow, it didn't feel right.

so i'm sorry for being such an idiot, really, though you will not be reading this.

hopefully, you would not take this to heart.

and if there is a next time, i promise not to be the idiot i was today.

but still, whatever it is, i'm sorry.


meanwhile, i shall work towards taking things at face value, as what they are.
have to really stop thinking too much.
just give me a bit more time, and i'm sure i can get over it. :)

再零点零零一公里就可以清醒

Prelims are OVER =D

yes, finally it's over and done with! and i can rest (again)! haha :P studying is really becoming a bore. sian. nvm, shall worry about that later, and just relax and enjoy now :) not gonna hit the books anytime soon (i hope!) although there are some people i know who are actually starting to study alr! like omgee!!

so the past few days have been pretty enjoyable i guess :) ended chem paper on wed, then went out with the class for lunch at cafe cartel plaza sing. oh man, we took ages (like seriously long la) to decide on where and what to eat. and we kept changing our minds too! but anw, we ended settled for cafe cartel, which could accomodate all of us (an amazing 23/24 were present), and which was within our budget (set lunch at just $9.50). haha, so you could consider it a class outing, although all we did was just have lunch together (though u can't consider it to be exactly together, cos we weren't exactly sitting together!) haha ok i know i don't make sense, but yarh.

At Cafe Cartel

anw after lunch, we basically went seperate ways - some girls took a long walk to suntec city, while the guys went i dunno where. lol. so did some window shopping at suntec and marina, nth much that i can remember though. then left for home for a good rest! haha but before that, i went to esplanade library in hope of borrowing some scores, only to realise (after spending a considerable amount of time finding what i wanted) that you could only borrow those if you have nlb premium membership, which apparently charges at $21 a year. ahh -.- what a letdown. although photocopying is allowed, but i did not have a cashcard with me, and have no intention to buy 1 either. so i left the library disappointingly, and a little frustratingly. haha nvm, at least i know now.



on thurs, some of the girls went shopping! haha, met up at far east plaza and we went to make holes in our purses! (ok poor use of words :P) anw, bought some stuff, but i still need more retail therapy! haha. at bout late afternoon, we went to vivo to join the guys for dinner. or rather, that was the original plan, but we ended eating first because our stomachs told us not to wait for the guys. haha :P so we went all the way to vivo to meet the guys for dinner, but ended up eating ourselves anw. haha ok to not sound so pointless, the class reunited at the rooftop! lol. and we played games - truth or dare, and shoot shag marry. haha, that night was really a long time since i had a good, hearty and stomach-hurting laugh. seeing the guys doing all the funny and as they call it - 'throw face' - dares, just can't help but laughing! but i really applaud them for their courage and spontaneity, in front of the public somemore! haha, if it were me, i would never have the guts to do all that man! anw, it's been a long time since the class did anything like this together, and hopefully is won't be the last!

At vivo :)

today, i went to someone's house with some other people to do someting special for somebody =D haha, quite proud of ourselves! den visited je lib after that. haha, to borrow some nice books this time :)


anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY S.LOW! (09/11) hope your prelims results are ok!


okk, it's the weekend up ahead. hope to spend it well! i have got a feeling it's going to be one of the last few carefree days! haha =X


btw, read an email from mr yong earlier on. he said we (his classes) performed below expectations for physics. haha, like so expected la. (i hope against hope that i won't fail :S) but yea, i shan't dwell on it anymore. but the main point is, we won't get to relax for long :( lessons starts next week, following restructured timetable, but still... -.- and on top of that, there will be test! like !#$%^& haha. okok, i know it's for our own good, so i shall complain for only this once! :P anw, to quote him: "The more important 'gift' than talent that a person can possess, is the will to accomplish the impossible. All the way. Give your all for this lap, no matter you are way in front or way behind." yea, just give it our all, and whatever the outcome, at least there will be no regrets, knowing that we have already tried our very best =D

SO JIAYOUUU EVERYONE! GAMBATE!


to my dearest juniors who are busy preparing for their ip assessment week and promos, jiayou too!



sometimes, it all boils down to how we choose to perceive things.
and at times, we just think too much, and burden ourselves with redundant worries.
but then again, life is far from simple.
in fact, it's even more complexing than complex numbers.

haha.