dilemma...

sian... as i continue to deliberate over H3 or guitar... :(

H3 clashes with 2 out of 3 guitar practices, which sucks so bad. ahhh shouldn't have accepted it in the first place if i knew prac dates were going to change =/ but i couldn't have known of cos.

could jolly well just miss practice, but firstly i can't, and secondly, i don't wish to. apart from neglecting the responsibility i have as an SL and the probability that i will not be able to join some guitar events, the thought that i'll miss practices all the way until may, not forgetting all the fun, laughter, joy during practices, just depresses me. is it worth it to take the H3 then? those whom i asked advice from said it would probably be a waste to drop H3, and that i should adapt to the given situation. and the fact that the interest is there makes it much harder for me to decide. but i really dunno which to choose...

decide what's best for myself - that was what evelyn told me. sian, really don't want to make a decision that i'll regret (which is my sole new year resolution, LOL)

am currently more for dropping H3, at least i think i am, but not to the point whereby i'm 100% confirm dropping. hope to consult ms ng, and maybe she'll help shed some light like what yuping said.

till then, i shall remain un-decisionless. haha.


but somehow, deep down inside me, i believe it's the fond memories of guitar that will stay with me forever, and not H3 knowledge and grade, which will become meaningless/ be forgotten over time. in this case, it will be guitar i choose, over all else.