sorry...

TO EVELYN:

hey gurl. i noe it's my fault, and i regret every part of it :( i'm sorry for neglecting u the way i did; forgetting to msg u when i promised to, did not reply yr sms (which i thought i did, but doesn't matter now), failed to return yr miss call. worst of it all, i was oblivious to yr anger and displeasure towards me online =/ after that night, i really reflected and began to hate myself for being such a jerk, for taking u for granted, for jeopadising our friendship. although when i asked whether u were angry u said know, but somehow i know i had to let u down :( i guess u thought i didn't care, and u hit me straight in the heart. i actually thought i did, i guess i was wrong afterall. sorry for not being by yr side when u were needed me to :(

i dun now you are feeling now. dun even noe whether or not u wanna talk to me. it's ok that u are not replying my smses, i understand. but all i hope now is for you to give me one more chance and forgive me. n for u to concentrate on yr upcoming o levels depsite all that has happened. i wld hate myself forever if u screw up yr o's because of me. :( even now, i'm hurting badly inside.

seems like u locked me out of yr blog, once again, i understand. but pls, dun lock me out for too long. each passing day is driving a hole into the strong friendship bond we shared. n i dun want it to happen :( i treasure our friendship and i promise never to take u for granted ever again. all i need is yr trust in me once more.

n depsite all the fun tt u may think i had, i still constantly think abt u; am still hurting inside :(

awaiting yr forgiveness,
AMY