thoughts that can't be put into words.

conflict with evelyn resolved (: glad everything turned out fine in the end! many thanks to stella and yuan qing for the encouragement and concern. we really appreciate it (: haha. and of cos, to evelyn for her faith in me (:

this incident have made me realise the importance of cherishing those around me. been reflecting alot, and i guess i wasn't a very good friend. haha =/ anw now i noe and i'll change (: and this is to all my treasured friends out there! (u noe who u are)

nevertheless, have been thinking alot lately. hmm...

thoughts whirling in my mind.

doubts seemed to be resurfacing every now and then .

yet i get reassured time and time again.

am confused.

but still trying.


foolish or not, we'll see...

sorry...

TO EVELYN:

hey gurl. i noe it's my fault, and i regret every part of it :( i'm sorry for neglecting u the way i did; forgetting to msg u when i promised to, did not reply yr sms (which i thought i did, but doesn't matter now), failed to return yr miss call. worst of it all, i was oblivious to yr anger and displeasure towards me online =/ after that night, i really reflected and began to hate myself for being such a jerk, for taking u for granted, for jeopadising our friendship. although when i asked whether u were angry u said know, but somehow i know i had to let u down :( i guess u thought i didn't care, and u hit me straight in the heart. i actually thought i did, i guess i was wrong afterall. sorry for not being by yr side when u were needed me to :(

i dun now you are feeling now. dun even noe whether or not u wanna talk to me. it's ok that u are not replying my smses, i understand. but all i hope now is for you to give me one more chance and forgive me. n for u to concentrate on yr upcoming o levels depsite all that has happened. i wld hate myself forever if u screw up yr o's because of me. :( even now, i'm hurting badly inside.

seems like u locked me out of yr blog, once again, i understand. but pls, dun lock me out for too long. each passing day is driving a hole into the strong friendship bond we shared. n i dun want it to happen :( i treasure our friendship and i promise never to take u for granted ever again. all i need is yr trust in me once more.

n depsite all the fun tt u may think i had, i still constantly think abt u; am still hurting inside :(

awaiting yr forgiveness,
AMY

updates (:

Ces't La Vie

nj's year end party! quite a last min decision to go, but it turned out that i made the right decision(: paid $5 for the concert which was really awesome! and of cos, received the $120 newurbanmale voucher, although i dunno what am i gg to do with it =/ haha. left halfway thru to grab a bite and helped out at guit stall. guit choc fountain rocks! and our secret chocolate recipe too! haha. turned out to be the only j1 there, but blended in quite well and chatted and crapped a lot with them! love u guys! thx for all the effort put in, u noe u rock! btw, wld like to apologise to ernest, although he doesnt read it but still, sorry! realised i that u were having a dry throat yet i still asked u to buy the choco stick :( sorry for being so insensitive :( so walked around with stella, yi hui (: and oh ya, guitarists are a helpful bunch of people man! hehe(: so reach home at bout 1115, very late but worth it(:

LAP

lap resumed yest. had loads of fun, cos it was all games! and got free food somemore. cos it was international chefs' day, and the chefs were blessing the lap kids with food, and we got blessed to of cos :P nice intalian cuisine!! haha, be jealous :P didnt regret joining lap after all!

Guitar Recital by Miguel Trapaga

Free concert at VCH. recommended to go for it by guit teacher, so jus went. haha. erm overall performance was not bad, considering that it was free :P lots of classical solo pieces that are pretty inspiring. but also a bit boring =/ haha. din regret gg afterall too!


oh man!! tml gg to get back results! bless me!

hi world (=

ok i'm back!
haha, due to many people commenting my blog being locked and stuff
i have resolved the fault (: haha
dun be mistaken k. didn't mean to lock u all out =P haha

ok so it's been how long since i last posted?
haha dun noe and dun care.
promos are like over(:
class outing ((:
wr finalised and due coming tues (((:

and... more to come! (i hope)
haha

and ya, group's pw is finally on track!

oh and guitar breakfast outing tmr too!

haha(:

short & sweet eh?