overwhelmed...

oh man, it's yet one of those down moments whereby i feel as though i can't take it anymore :( it started building up this week, where the thought of giving up just filled my head. going home at 8+ everyday is no joke. i guess i am exhuasted from it all. seniors' farewell next wed = lots of things to settle. my gifts are unbought yet, video undone yet, performance unpractised yet. and yet, i feel as though i'm not doing much about it. hopefully the juniors can complete much of the video by mon =/ otherwise... i don't want to think how... guitar is pretty much stressful now i guess, coupled with school work. it seems as though i have minimal time to study at all. if practices are thrice a week until 7+ everyday i think i'll break down sooner of later :'( my studies will just die cause i have never and most probably will not stay past 12 to study. just to tiring anf unhealthy. in a dilemna now. guitar or studies? to be able to strike a balance between both would be ideal, but seems like my studies are taking a step down. which is bad. i want, no it's need, to be promoted!!! worst of it all, guitar is not the only factor of consideration. there's still interact and yfc to be taken into consideration. i guess that's where i failed, horribly. i just hope nothing will go terribly wrong with these.