happy teachers' day (:

wishing all teachers a delightful teachers' day!
not all teachers deserve the praise, but still... at least they tried and are still trying. i mean, they would want us to do well, wouldn't they? i guess it's just that they are still finding the best way to teach, and we are still adapting to his/her teaching style. so just give them some more time la.
haha, i had better do what i preach!

anw, theme for nj tdc was retrospect. quite entertaining and interesting la. zac performed awesomely (yet again), and the 'live' interview of the winners of the best retrofied teachers were hilarious! and the skit was like super duper cool! serious! kudos to council(: so after concert guitar people met for our little surprise performance. turn out was like bad la, with only about 10 people :( haha, anw, we decided to change song last min to accidentally in love. so tried out a little then left for atrium, where ALL the teachers were. oh man, they were having buffet lunch there, and it was filled with teachers, students and random people. haha, and when we first saw them, we were freaked out! but anw, we still performed and wished guit teachers and since it was in public, the other teachers as well a happy teachers' day. i hope they were that little touched(:

after all that, went back crescent with charlene(: haha, had a nice chat with her on the bus. and glad she met her friends back in crescent! went to find sarah, shuzhen, evelyn they all and found that they were together with ms ng. haha, seeing her again just felt weird. i guess we didn't really bonded back in sec3 and 4, which is sad:( and we didn't get any teachers' day present, and i realised i did not even wish her! argh, what a horrible student i am!!!:(:(:( had better change this nonchalent attitude of mine.

stayed for a while, then evelyn went back henry park. haha, been years since i last went back, BUT only bcos all my teachers have retired. haha. then went out with shuzhen, sarah and nandhu. ate fish&co. almost got cheated of this big freeze drink, but luckily I was sharp enough to redeem it! haha! den went plaza sing to shop, with my guitar. haha, dun laugh! den left at ard 5. tired out.




currently there is this bad problem in my class. apparently, there is this big gap between some of the guys and the girls. seems like we are interacting lesser and lesser. and actually, the guys actually tried to do something to mend this relationship, such as initiating to sit together with us during lecture. however, it seems like we are not responding well and recognising their efforts. haha, and jamie feels we need to do something about it. hmm, i guess she's right. afterall we are a class, one class. and not one class of girls and one class of boys. but the thing is we have nothing in common to talk about :( or rather, maybe it's just me? :( ahhh. nvm, i shall try to interact more with them. dun wanna be labelled as antisocial that's for sure. haha. hope the situation will improve!


oh and i think i am gg to get the click five album! all the songs are pretty cool! haha!


oh man, promos are in 2 weeks time! the thought of it jus freaks me out!! :( mus really force myself to sit down and study, otherwise...

not giving up

we are bound to experience setbacks
we are bound to meet with failures
and we will no doubt feel sad, discouraged, demoralised.
however, we are definitely not gonna just stagnate there
if we ourselves don't help ourselves, no one else will.
so what if we screwed up?
so what if we end up making mistakes that were uncalled for?
and so what if all we got was laughter from others?
does that seal our fate?
yea, we accept that we are under par, but we DON'T just stop and do nothing.
we have to just put in that little more effort and work even harder to acheive what we set out to acheive.
i know it's difficult, and we know it takes more than just effort.
but we can surely be able to summon up the determination, perservarance and willpower aren't we?
come on, let's work together and make everything a success.
i have faith in us, and we should all have faith in ourselves.
nothing is too difficult to achieve as long as we put our heart and soul to it.

when all you gotta keep is strong, move along, move along like i know you do

strive on we will, strive on we must!

dun be sad, cos it just ain't worth it (:

and this applies to everyone out there.

Seniors' Farewell

8th August 2007

a special, memorable, sad day i'll never forget.
To all Njguit seniors out there:
Thank you for what you've have done to mould the ensemble into the awesome state it is in right now! we're gonna miss you! hope you'd enjoyed your time spent in guitar cos we certainly enjoyed time spent with you (= we luv u, seniors!!!

believe it or not, this is the best farewell i've attended so far. i really hoped our seniors enjoyed the farewell, cos i certainly did. all the hard work put into preparing for it was worth it no matter what. now i'm real sad that they are leaving, never to see them again in guitar :'( the thought that they were leaving for good only struck me at the end of the farewell, that i almost cried :'( how i wish time would come to a standstill! How i wish i could turn back time! oh man, i'll miss them like siao la! hope they do come back and visit us sometime, anytime. but even if they don't, they are just to hard to forget!

I love NJGUIT and I love u SENIORS!
oh btw, i realised tt i'm not giving my best to guitar :( seems like i'm putting very little effort. but after seniors' farewell, i hv decided tt i must do more more MORE!!! haha, so i'm going to put my heart and soul into guitar from now!!! i hope i put my words into action manz...

overwhelmed...

oh man, it's yet one of those down moments whereby i feel as though i can't take it anymore :( it started building up this week, where the thought of giving up just filled my head. going home at 8+ everyday is no joke. i guess i am exhuasted from it all. seniors' farewell next wed = lots of things to settle. my gifts are unbought yet, video undone yet, performance unpractised yet. and yet, i feel as though i'm not doing much about it. hopefully the juniors can complete much of the video by mon =/ otherwise... i don't want to think how... guitar is pretty much stressful now i guess, coupled with school work. it seems as though i have minimal time to study at all. if practices are thrice a week until 7+ everyday i think i'll break down sooner of later :'( my studies will just die cause i have never and most probably will not stay past 12 to study. just to tiring anf unhealthy. in a dilemna now. guitar or studies? to be able to strike a balance between both would be ideal, but seems like my studies are taking a step down. which is bad. i want, no it's need, to be promoted!!! worst of it all, guitar is not the only factor of consideration. there's still interact and yfc to be taken into consideration. i guess that's where i failed, horribly. i just hope nothing will go terribly wrong with these.