ohohoh feb is ending!

haha dunno why, but time seems to be passing really really fast :(
this is bad man.

haven't updated in a pretty long time again.

and since i have stm, can only rmb having road run yest and class outing after that. haha
anw ended off road run baking in the sun -.- haha, din manage to finish under 30min afterall, though i missed by a bit i think, but ah well, still sry jamie and vanessa! so after road run, some of our class people went to plaza sing. grabbed lunch at food court (haha, guys' idea :P) den watched the movie juno, before splitting. it's a class outing, yet dun seem like a class outing actually, which i sad. but i guess it's our class thing ba =/

went down to st joseph home on tues. comm service interacting with the old folks there, organised by interact. den guitar was asked to perform and sing a few pieces for them. haha, so being an interactor and a guitarist, i decided that i shall go too! haha, anw played peng yoou, guan huai fang shi, and gong xi gong xi. was pretty messy and stuff, but overall it's was ok i guess. interacted with the elderly while they had lunch, learnt about some of their lives. den when we were about to leave, a mother asked some of us to play guit and sing for her daughter who was not well. it was really, really sad, esp when the mother cried. makes me feel jus how fortunate we are, yet we end up whining and complaining about stuff dat we shld be thankful abt =/

hmm talking to clara bout ahem is fun(: but cheer up gurl!
crapping with stella is fun too!
smsing kz is fun three! haha
k random.

let's talk bout studies. haha

feel kinda stressed in sch when u see others ahead of u and u are lagging behind, yet u do nth to catch up when u are at home. i shouldn't be comparing myself with others, but i always end up doing so. haha guess it's my nature. anw, it's a little better now as i learn how to relax more? lol

oh man, mental block again. haha

but i still feel time is passing way too fast.

slow down won't u :(

i think i like him, and i think he noes it =/ how?

it's the start of feb!

haha the month of jan has ended. quite fast eh?

am blogging in the middle of the night again. lol, and as always, my mind seems to be not functioning very well. can't really link my thoughts coherently, haha, but i am still going to blog anyway :P

so lets see what random thoughts i have...

1) life as a J2 is not easy
ok like duh la, unless one is like marvin, then can't be compared

2) chem lectures are going at a crazy pace :S
doing organic chem now. 80+ reactions to memorise?! i dun care, mr wee must be scaring us :P

3) physics test on mon and maths test on tues
haha no comments

4) going down to crescent to teach juniors robotics on mon
thought it was quite fun. haha have to go read up more on the new nxt thingy. only bad thing is i'm wearing grey. can't blend in. haha

5) guitar this week is :( den :)
thurs was the so called concert-determining practice. the teachers were scheduled to hear us perform 2 pieces den decide if we are able to pull off the concert with our standard. oh man, thank god we pulled through that, but they are sitting in again in just a month's time! =/
also, whole ensemble got scolded the day before thurs, which was quite demoralising la. reduced our worth to almost nothing. but i guess part of what was being criticised is true la, so the exco reflected and took action the next day, and like wat yp said, it was as thought the ensemble had a whole makeover. we were much much better i'm sure (: well done and keep it up! haha

6) physics spa this (sat) morning
no comments again. haha, but i woke up at normal sch time la, deprive me off my sleep ahh.

7) i still have not paid my h3 withdrawal fees
haha, managed to catch mr tek (finally) in between periods to ask abt the payment. promise to pay next week! haha

8) CNY is coming
can't wait for the break.

9) i think i have acute short-term memory.

10) i am tired.
dunno why in the world am i still blogging. lol


ok i think my mind is shutting down alr. haha


ohh njguit :D
credits to tu!


okkk off to dreamland. haha

argh. i should really stop fantasizing =/ getting really distracted sometimes. come on amy, stop stop stop.

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

haiz. but for now, i noe ilu.